Week 5

So as I promised here is week 5 of my progress pictures.

I must admit though I have become a bit of a lard ass but that's my own fault really.

See im a FFB, a former fat boy so it would appear the normal ruloes of bulking dont really apply to my fat ass.

So Ive decided to cut down until I can see my abs again and go about this bulk in a very different way, and that way will be a fucking lifetime commitment.

I realise now Ill never be a lean 180 in a few months, or even a few years. Nope this is something im gonna have to fucking dedicate my life too because I hate my self so much right now for letting my fat ass come back.

Well fuck this anyway, I didnt break my balls for a year and diet all that shit off to get fat and sad again, Its time to make shit right and start my bodybuilding lifestyle the way Im ment to live it, slow and very very very clean

Some people will say blah blah blha, if its so much effort why bother? Well fuck you you fucking cunt, I like being lean, I like being muscular, I like dropping girls pantys and thats exactly what im gonna fucking do!

I will be fucking certain I don't become one of those fat assed dudes who think their awesome cause they can lift yet look like a fat shit.